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Tolong doakan agar masalah ini hilang begitu saja.
Tolong doakan agar aku bisa melewatinya.
Tolong doakan agar aku tabah menghadapinya.
Tolong doakan agar semua ini hanya mimpi belaka.
Tolong doakan agar semua ini ternyata ilusi saja.
dan kepada para pembaca,
Tolong doakan semoga semua baik-baik saja.

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PERHATIAN! Post ini mengandung berita yang amat sangat Basbang sekali.

Sekilas Tentang Flock

Aku baru tahu, bahwa ada web browser baru yang memiliki nama yang lucu, tampilan yang unik, logo yang asik, dan pemakaian yang mudah pulak! Namanya FLOCK!

Okay, i know that it sound VERY BASBANGPRETET. Tapi, bagi aku yang mengidap penyakit Kupetek™ [kurang pengetahuan teknologi] stadium 4, penemuan ini adalah suatu langkah yang hebat dalam dunia perteknologian dan perbrowsingan *alah*.

Kalau nama Internet Explorer mengingatkan aku pada crash, hang, spyware, popup, virus, dan not CSS-customizable. Sedangkan nama Firefox mengingatkan aku pada Rubah yang Terbakar, maka, Flock mengingatkan aku pada Telor CeFlock!! *apaan sih?*

Sejarah Iyo Memakai Flock

Jadi begini, suatu hari aku melihat seorang manusia bernama Gichie, sedang menggunakan web browser Flock. Lalu entah bagaimana Gichie memberitahu dan menyarankan Kakakku untuk memakai Flock juga. Tanpa sengaja, saat tadi aku lagi beres-beres folder dan mengkupipes sesuatu dari folder C: milik kakakku, aku menemukan sebuah Flock Installer. Dan sepuluh menit berikutnya, voila! Aku telah mengoperasikan web browser baru ini.

Apa sih sebenarnya keuntungan menggunakan web-browser yang Firefox-based ini?

# Bisa menulis blog langsung dari Flock, seperti post ini.
# Upload foto langsung ke Flickr dan Photobucket? Bisa aja!
# Masalah Bookmarks? Ada del.icio.us
# Kalau mau ngatur Favourites, ada Favourites Manager

Bad Day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

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Sebagai seorang 12 tahun, saya adalah salah satu yang bernasib buruk.

SEBUTIR PASIR, MENANTANG LAUTAN

Ya Allah, Tuhan semua semesta, pencipta semua angkasa, pengurus semua jagadraya.
Maafkanlah hambamu yang lantang, bagai sebutir pasir menantang luasnya lautan.
Ya Allah, Tuhanku yang SATU, dan yang Maha Adil.
Hambamu telah menyiakan nikmatMu, menlupakan syukur padaMu, padahal begitu banyak ruang kehampaan hati yang pelan-pelan diisi olehMu, di malam-malam yang sepi.
Ya Allah, yang TIDAK pernah tuli dan TIDAK pernah buta dan TIDAK pernah tidur juga TIDAK pernah lupa.
Mengapa hambamu yang kesepian ini selalu saja membantahMu, padahal Engkaulah Dzat dari segala kesempurnaan, Suci diantara semua Yang Suci, dan Kuasa diantara semua Yang Berkuasa.
Maka itu Engkau berikan aku sedikit nikmat waktu, karena aku larut dalam duniaku. Sedangkan Engkau selalu memperhatikanku, padahal aku MengacuhiMu.

Ramadhan ini aku bertasbih
dan kita akan menjalin cinta lagi berdua
ya Allah Tuhanku
Maafkanlah HambaMu

23.8.2006
permohonan maaf seorang hamba
iyo

Only When I Sleep

You're only just a dreamboat
Sailing in my head
You swim my secret oceans
Of coral blue and red
Your smell is incense burning
Your touch is silken yet
It reaches through my skin
And moving from within
It clutches at my breast

But it's only when I sleep

See you in my dreams
You got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down

But I only hear you breathe

Somewhere in my sleep
Got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down

But its only when I sleep

--

And when I wake from slumber
Your shadow's disappear
Your breath is just a sea mist
Surrounding my body
I'm workin' through the daytime
But when it's time to rest
I'm lying in my bed
Listening to my breath
Falling from the edge

But it's only when I sleep

See you in my dreams
You got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down

But I only hear you breathe

Somewhere in my sleep
Got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down

But its only when I sleep
It's only when I sleep

*Sharon instrumental*

Up to the sky
Where angels fly
I'll never die

Hi....gh....

In bed I lie
No need to cry
My sleeping cry

Hi....gh....

--

It's reaching through my skin
Movin' from within
Clutches at my breasts

But it's only when I sleep

See you in my dreams
You got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down

But I only hear you breathe

Somewhere in my sleep
Got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down
But its only when I sleep

Up to the sky
Where angels fly
I'll never die

Hi....gh....

In bed I lie
No need to cry
My sleeping cry

Hi....gh....

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Disco Lazy Time

Wake me up tonight...
Drive me to this Sound....aaa aaa aaa
Sleep with me tonight...
She's my lonely wine...aaa aaa aaa

Nothing is forever....
Nothing is for real....aaa aaa aaa
Do you have to leave me....
Why don't you just kill me....aaa aaa aaa

Time...is a lonely is people in alive
Is the lonely times..
Time...is a lonely is people in loud...ahaaaa

This is disco lazy time
(I want you and I need you)
This is disco lazy time
(I want you and I need you)

Back baby come around
(I want you and I need you)
This is disco lonely time
(I want you and I need you now)

Nothing is forever....
Nothing is for real....aaa aaa
Do you have to leave me....
Why don't you just kill me....aaa aaa

Time...is a lonely is people in alive
Is the lonely times..
Time...is a lonely is people in loud...ahaaaa

This is disco lazy time
(I want you and I need you)
This is disco lazy time
(I want you and I need you)

Back baby come around
(I want you and I need you)
This is disco lonely time
(I want you and I need you now)

If you see and believe
you alive...and I love you so much and I need
(I want you and I need you)
(I want you and I need you)
(I want you and I need you now)
(I want you and I need you)


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